I had a blast at the party last night. I wasn't my usual scene whore that I've tended to be at other parties. It was good to sit back and meet new people, watch a couple of scenes.

I watched a friend get fucked and have a violet wand and a taser used all over. That scene had a large audience, extending out into the hallway. It is always fun to watch and see how others dominate in their scenes, vs how I dominate. These two wonderful ladies share my devilish sadistic side with compassion as well.

I started playing later than anticipated, but I learned to run needles, in a more technical way. Found how they can hurt like HELL! I thought the tops needling me before were being mean. Nope. There is always something to learn. New heights of pain. They attempted to break a needle in me, actually we tried on all three of us, but the needles were being stubborn. Wow what a feeling to be pierced shallowly and have the skin twisted and pulled so sadistically. *grin* And to be given the idea of using forks to run over the embedded needles. Wow. :D

I also learned to run sounds last night. Ending in many compliments from the aiding top, the demo bottom, and luscious voyeurs. It's so fantastic to have such a responsive bottom, who loves what evil good things you're doing to them. I have the basic Pratt Sound set, and realized I need to get the Brakes Sound set, aka the Rosebud Sound or the Bud Sound. As well as a tuning fork. How fantastic it would be to feel the vibrations internally all the way down your shaft, and deep inside. During the scene I massaged the penis a bit for different sensations, and to feel how deep the sound was penetrating, as well as letting a friend feel the bud of a sound slip under the skin, between her fingers. What a singularly different feeling. I was so into this scene, so wrapped up in what I was doing, that I only remember the top teaching me, her demo bottom toy, and three others straight across that were as enthralled as I was. I'd love to experiment with the female version of the sounds, though books and areas of advice suggest a slightly different approach and an increased susceptibility towards a UTI. Though I didn't use a syringe to insert lube before running the sounds, I did use lube every time I used a new sound. Through my reading prep for this scene and general thought, you can never have too much lube. Especially in tight areas. I'll have to see, what differences there are in running catheters vs sounds. Of course, with catheters, you don't have the weight of a sound, or gravity helping the insertion process. I'm sure you have to be just as careful, if not more so.

In another first, I played with a couple of tens units with a fabulous couple. Such an interesting feeling not being able to control your muscle contractions as normal. I have never squealed or squeaked during a scene, but this elicited the loudest unbidden squeaks and squeals I've ever done. Wow. There is so much more that can be done, than what I felt comfortable with on this first introductory session. So many new sensations. An undulating of the muscle fibers contracting, depending on how they were placed. Unfortunately there was a couple of them that had me saying that's a bad feeling. It might've been the intensity at which they'd increased the pads before moving them...but those felt mostly like I was being deeply scraped or cut. Though, of course, I don't have any marks. Just tired muscles from their extended electro-stimulated workout. Perhaps the cutting feeling resulted, as in playing with a violet wand, perhaps the smaller surface area - and maybe the decreased pad lubrication and therefore conductivity wearing out, increasing the intensity of the feeling. Hmm.

By this time, I'd played late enough that a top who is vising from Houston for a few months, left the party before I could have a chance to have him flog and single tail me. :D I was watching a scene between he and his bottom earlier, where I kept pleasure twitching and needing to remind myself to breath regularly, instead of so shallow and excitedly. *laugh* I'm sure he'll be at other parties, where I can request his time. He also had fun playing with fire cupping. I was so tempted to ask him to fire cup me, with blood play... *grin* Something I've wanted to do for so long. He was using glass votive candle holders instead of the largely expensive medical ones you can find here. When I have all the money in the world, I'll go for authenticity, until then, I'll play with less expensive, just as good substitutes.

There was a small cutting done as well. Such lovely blood welling. With this heavier players reaction, it makes me nervous and excited as well about playing with cutting on myself. From what I can tell, she can handle more pain than I've experienced, or perhaps her enjoyment of pain comes from a different type than I've had the chance to experience as of yet. I believe next time, I'm going to want her to cut a pattern in me. To feel the acute sting and burn? maybe, of a sharp thin blade slipping into your skin. Perhaps I'm romanticizing the pain too much, since I've not experienced it as of yet. I also have designs on getting my labia and nipples pierced soon too. Wow. So many opportunities. So much fun. Now I have to research what type of jewelery I'd like and where I'd like to be pierced. I'm so excited. I just love the look of metal embedded, and suspended in supple warm flesh. So luscious. I'm excited just imagining those new weights in my skin.

So much fun, and yet I'm coming down in emotions again today. As usual after a good scene. Though, writing about them, has helped to bring back some of the emotions involved. *grin* So much fun.